It isn't lost. It was never here because it wasn't "taken off hold". The chemo has to be taken off hold at least the day before it is needed. It appears this wasn't done. Therefore it isn't here and it won't be here until tomorrow. Knowing how it works it won't get here until lunchtime, there are fifteen hours of treatment to go so I wont be out until Thursday.
This will also put me a day behind with everything getting over it. Just want to cry.